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gosh. i hate it when people go….
what???? you’re living alone??????
can meh?
you don’t feel lonely meh?
then you have to cook and eat alone?
like no one to talk too?
then what do you do at home?
and the absolute ABSOLUTE MOST HATED one:
Not scared meh????
like… if got anything anything…..
before the stupid person asked that…. i was quite happily living alone. when she asked that….. then only i started feeling scared sometimes.
then sometimes at night scared to look around once i’ve off-ed the lights.
before that…. nothing!
then now.. started to imagine imagine abit… =.=
but i know the One who’s me is greater than the one who’s in the world. 
and that He ’s always with me.
actually…. honest to goodness….
i’m really, seriously COMPLETELY comfortable living on my own.
i love it!
i seriuosly would not want to co-share with someone else next year.
i’ve observed my other friends who are sharing apts/houses and there’ve been quite a number of occasions of brushing of shoulders. quarrels and stuff. i means, its probably okay to quarrel once in a while, but what if things happen that can’t be reversed?
i’d rather keep a distance so there’s always a point where we can go back to.
and like, i’ve visited my friends who are sharing, and their bathrooms….. >< >< ><
gosh… i’ve seen… erm…. things that i DO NOT want to see at all… >< >< ><
but i guess the most probably reason why i don’t feel lonely here is…… because..
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gosh. like… dunno how to say…. it… ><
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i’m so covered in love!!!!!!
i’m not saying that everyone loves me la….
but i think cos i’m quite secured in His love.
and in my parent’s love for me
and some aunty uncles
and my hunny bunnies
and some of my closest friends
hmmm…. i’m not too sure bout loisy-poo. it fluctuates. when she’s in a good mood… =.=
but she’s generally really nice to me…
hehe. in kl la.
like she’d pay for me and ask me out.
and force me go out (=.=) even though i’d much rather stay at home.. =.=
but in melby…. *g-ack!!!*
cover me!!!!
she makes me do laundry, clean toilets, vacuum floor, clean stuff…. =.=
which is why i don’t really like going melburbs…. =.=
but i guess what i’m trying to say is that….
well… i don’t really feel lonely cos i think i’m quite secure in knowing who really loves me.
i’m too comfortable in my own box at the moment.
which is a bad bad thing though….
cos for me…. once i’ve got a few close friends, i don’t make the effort to make new ones… >< >< ><
which is really bad. not good.
must step out of my comfort zone.
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hmm…. maybe i don’t really feel lonely now cos its still all very new to me i guess….
and cos i’m not pms-ing at the moment. (when i’m pms-ing…. i get really really insecure >< )
but they said during winter, people’d feel moodier. cos like so dark and gloomy and all…
i don’t know….. :S
and maybe cos people have been asking me out to their houses to eat. hehe. cos they think i’m feeling very lonely now living on my own. i don’t bother to correct that assumption cos…… FREE FOOD!!!!
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but i try not to go there often la. like limit myself a bit…. >< >< ><
i guess another reason i don’t feel so lonely is cos i know my loved ones misses me very much…
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*muka tembok*
but its seriously true you know.
like, if you know that someone misses you very much, you feel…. in a weird way…. hehe… happier and well loved….
hehe….
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so i guess….. to summarize this post… (if you’re too lazy too read all my nonsense ramblings) is that…..
well….
i dunno how to summarize.
go read all of it.
okays….
God Bless!
til we next meet again.
(what’s the name of the goodbye song? something bout cup of tea or something…. start with D one….Delores? dolce?)
ANYWAYS…….
