Hunny bunny
i miss you!!!
XD
(gosh. calling you hunny bunny in public sounds so….. gay… =.= but… who cares!!!!! 
)
anyways, want to make this a public apology
hehe
i’m sorry for the times I did not reply your sms-es or your emails.
>< >< ><
but…..
you’re ever so the forgiving person….
there’s no need for me to apologize.
ok. i take the apology back.
:p
*please turn on music before reading this post*
get some atmosphere, you know….
don’t scroll too fast. scroll by lines.
gosh. i hate it when people go….
what???? you’re living alone??????
can meh?
you don’t feel lonely meh?
then you have to cook and eat alone?
like no one to talk too?
then what do you do at home?
and the absolute ABSOLUTE MOST HATED one:
Not scared meh????
like… if got anything anything…..
before the stupid person asked that…. i was quite happily living alone. when she asked that….. then only i started feeling scared sometimes.
then sometimes at night scared to look around once i’ve off-ed the lights.
before that…. nothing!
then now.. started to imagine imagine abit… =.=
but i know the One who’s me is greater than the one who’s in the world. 
and that He ’s always with me.
actually…. honest to goodness….
i’m really, seriously COMPLETELY comfortable living on my own.
i love it!
i seriuosly would not want to co-share with someone else next year.
i’ve observed my other friends who are sharing apts/houses and there’ve been quite a number of occasions of brushing of shoulders. quarrels and stuff. i means, its probably okay to quarrel once in a while, but what if things happen that can’t be reversed?
i’d rather keep a distance so there’s always a point where we can go back to.
and like, i’ve visited my friends who are sharing, and their bathrooms….. >< >< ><
gosh… i’ve seen… erm…. things that i DO NOT want to see at all… >< >< ><
but i guess the most probably reason why i don’t feel lonely here is…… because..
>< >< ><
gosh. like… dunno how to say…. it… ><
pause video above and play video below
i’m not saying that everyone loves me la….
but i think cos i’m quite secured in His love.
and in my parent’s love for me
and some aunty uncles
and my hunny bunnies
and some of my closest friends
hmmm…. i’m not too sure bout loisy-poo. it fluctuates. when she’s in a good mood… =.=
but she’s generally really nice to me…
hehe. in kl la.
like she’d pay for me and ask me out.
and force me go out (=.=) even though i’d much rather stay at home.. =.=
but in melby…. *g-ack!!!*
cover me!!!!
she makes me do laundry, clean toilets, vacuum floor, clean stuff…. =.=
which is why i don’t really like going melburbs…. =.=
but i guess what i’m trying to say is that….
well… i don’t really feel lonely cos i think i’m quite secure in knowing who really loves me.
i’m too comfortable in my own box at the moment.
which is a bad bad thing though….
cos for me…. once i’ve got a few close friends, i don’t make the effort to make new ones… >< >< ><
which is really bad. not good.
must step out of my comfort zone.
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hmm…. maybe i don’t really feel lonely now cos its still all very new to me i guess….
and cos i’m not pms-ing at the moment. (when i’m pms-ing…. i get really really insecure >< )
but they said during winter, people’d feel moodier. cos like so dark and gloomy and all…
i don’t know….. :S
and maybe cos people have been asking me out to their houses to eat. hehe. cos they think i’m feeling very lonely now living on my own. i don’t bother to correct that assumption cos…… FREE FOOD!!!!
>< >< ><
but i try not to go there often la. like limit myself a bit…. >< >< ><
i guess another reason i don’t feel so lonely is cos i know my loved ones misses me very much…
>< >< ><
*muka tembok*
but its seriously true you know.
like, if you know that someone misses you very much, you feel…. in a weird way…. hehe… happier and well loved….
hehe….
>< >< ><
so i guess….. to summarize this post… (if you’re too lazy too read all my nonsense ramblings) is that…..
well….
i dunno how to summarize.
go read all of it.
okays….
God Bless!
til we next meet again.
(what’s the name of the goodbye song? something bout cup of tea or something…. start with D one….Delores? dolce?)
ANYWAYS…….
This post is a sticky. New posts are below.
Ladies and Gentlemen,
You are cordially invited to…
the
This is NOT a joke. unlike the fanmeet joke I did the other time.
but this one is SERIOUS!!!!
It was supposed to be our MyGotTalents video for the finals but… just few hours before VBS…. my vista hanged….. WHY???? give you 2 hints. I’m a malaysian. I’m using vist. go figure. :S
sigh… so had to pull out T.T
but anyways,
THIS IS NOT A JOKE!
COme Join us for the
Are the words not big enough for you? lol.
Food…. hmmm…. we’ll be cooking ourselves. :p
Like… korean food, chinese food, sushis….
RSVP if you wanna join ya. Not here la. On my phone. If you don’t have our numbers…. it means you’re presence is not welcomed. =.=
But anyhoo, its on next week. so we’ll see you then, hunny bunnies!!!!
Loisy… come back fast…. T.T so many many many things to tell you! T.T
eh. buy me clothes T.T I havent shopped since you left T.T
I LOVE YOU!!!!
Aww… so sweet T.T T.T
was keeping it in drafts for quite a while,hehe. today suddenly feel like structuring it all
hmmm
okays, Ms Mei e,
what can i say about you?
hmmmm…..
i’d like to say, you’re my oldest friend, but wouldnt want to just characterise you as a ‘childhood’ friend (friends cos you’ve been friends too long already. not because you’re really close), because, you’ve blossomed from a ‘childhood’ friend to a really really REALLY close friend to me (whether you want to be one or not. 
)
remember the wackiest stuff we used to do???
’save me, save me, i’m drooowwwninnnnggggg’
ok, cannot step on the floor cos if step, the crocodile will eat you up
ok, its the queen’s birthday, you’ll be princess sleepyhead, loisy’ll be the announcer , hui e’ll be princess laugh-a-lot, i’ll be the the queen 
ok, you be mother, i be auntie, hui e be baby
let’s make sugar cookies!
oh nooooo!!! alien invasion! hide!!!! (the last game we ever played. you dont remember this, but hui e do. hehe…..)
let’s play sumo wrestling! 
wah, why so dark one….. you havent on the torchlight le…. (camping)
many many more…. dont wanna reveal.
but then…. over the years…. though we did meet up every sunday, we did grow apart slowly…..
but now its like…….
you cant run from me~
la~la~la
hmmm…. ms tee
one of the gentle-lest, most feminine girls i’ve ever know
the blurrest
the wackiest (names her car Bella… =.= )
always in for a good laugh
cant remember road sign
remains calm even though there’s a fire going on……
(SERIOUSLY! we were baking, and dunno how things started getting on fire, and she DID NOT PANICKED! just say calmly, *****, got fire….. like as if its an everyday thing we were like………..
)
always forgiving,
she may get irritated easily (hmmm….. not to me, i think…. >< ) but its like, after a while, totally forgets about it.
responsible (she really is)
very VERY FIRM. like, she dont get swayed easily by influences.
keeps your secrets REALLY well.
she’s a very sharp judge of character. rely on her input about people ALOT cos she always proves herself right. like, there’ll be people i thought is okay at first, but she knows (after a short while of mixing with them) whether the person is someone who’s unreliable, talks about himself too much, too negative, not a good person, bla bla blah. and i’d think she’s just imagining it, but after a while, the true character of the person starts to show, and you’re like…. aih! should’ve just listened to her T.T
haha. mei e, do you know, i actually came ALOT closer to God because of you?
saw how much influence He had on you
How after you were close to Him, you had like… a more open air about you. like….. you’re more calm (like…. hehe…. emotionally ><), and i hate to use such a cliche word…. RADIANCE
seriously….. got difference lor. not a very good writer so dunno how to describe it ><
but after seeing the change in you, i was like… hmmmm
I WANT THAT TOO!!!
and the way she plays the piano….
oh man….
such anointing!
started feeling that when ss2 cg first started. even without drums, guitars, keyboards……
you can really feel something different when she plays lor.
like…. got a soothing effect, but more than that, got extra…… somethings something one (i think that would be the presence of God)
she doesnt bang the piano, but just play it very gently……
how explain r…..
just hear her play ler.
so mei e, you may not know it, but you really did have a really great impact on my life.
Frm childhood til now. an impact, you cant even BEGIN to imagine how much….
if you’re ever in doubt, whether your life have an influence or impact on people’s life, i think you really point people towards God lor…..
and my dear darling friend, as you move on forward with you life, especially next year, there may be times when you’ll really struggle lor, being in a new place and all….
you may (or may not) start doubting whether God can use you…….
all i can say is……. God is ALREADY using you.
adoi…. .i sucked at writing touchy emo stuff… T.T
actually got much MUCH more one, but its like…. personal stuff ><
oh ya,
things learnt from mei e
1. (most important) being close to God is a very GOOD thing.
2. remain calm at all times
3. learn to see humor in everything
4. work hard (really… see her work so hard…. feel guilty if i dont too ><)
5. play the piano (okay, this one maybe not so much impact, cos she tried really hard to teach, but the student here just cant do it…..)
6. funny expressions, yo!, OMG, actually so muchhhh more
i got a note from facebook today!
did you read it? did you read it????
its from mei e!
so sweet the note.
so ‘kam tung’
hen xiang you ren ‘muo’ wo te xing.
meng bai ma?
wasnt going to blog today cos………………..JUST FINISHED AN EXAM!!!!
so…. must rest mind abit. but then….. haih…… saw the note T.T
must share share with people how others feel about me
If hyii and I changed places
I’ll probably know less of you
If hyii and I switched faces and changed places
Then… the only friends I can guarantee I know now
are my dearest childhood friends (aww)
***
The
happy/sad times
Fun/boring times
At church/home/school
At the park/mini market in front of our/your house
How we built our “tents”
and played on the stairs, under the table
used any old blanket or mattress or even the curtains
to create something so much more than that
borrowed your books from your mini library
told each other “I don’t friend you” but still do cos our parents made us… XD
***
I guess there are “sorry”s involved and,
Wpyng, sorry if we ever bullied you too much.
But you know you’re our favourite friend too. 
Remember redang? XD
Li En…
You’re not really “friend” cos you’re “family”. 
Sorry if we weren’t there for you when you needed us. 
(sorry hyii, no love for you… since I can imagine you leaving me behind if we were to switch places. Hmph… some more so late d still sleeping… tsk tsk)
XD
Haha! Emo hyii for no reason.
No laaa. You know I still love you.
And I know you’ll still love me. XP
***
Hmm,
I wonder how many of you will read up till this point.
Here’s a hug for you! *hug*
Haha!
God bless.
credits: mei e’s facebook notes
awww……
cant you just feel the luuurrrvveeeeee
thanks thanks MEI E!!!!!
okle, since, you know, its a thank you thingy,
Thank You, Ms Tee Mei Yii,
(must be polite mer…. )
btw, hehehe… buy me on facebook! you can stop buying me once i cost 1,000,000
cos….. dunno le…. doesnt it seem nice to cost so much?
Let me tell you a story about the Small Hill
First, let me describe him to you. He’s…. superly megaly gi-normously smart, talks ALOT of crap, ALWAYS on the look-out of ‘Ang moh’ and Rain, have a BIG appetite, but…………. he’s QUITE SKINNY.
so of course, you’d never have THOUGHT he’d have strength to break/crack/force(to) open the lift door now would you?
NEVER in my ENTIRE LIFE would I have thought he’d have been CAPABLE of it. so………………………………………
It was a bright sunny day, no Rain in sight (to the disappointment of a certain someone).
It was time to go home.
Small Hill, your darling girl, and S walked to the lift to go down.
On the way down to our floor, the lift door opened to another floor which we did not want to go to.
So your darling pressed the close button, when Small Hill started acting out what would happen IF the Ang moh was there and wanted to enter the lift
Noooo!!!! HOld on, HOld on, I’ll OPEN The lift door for you~~~~~, he shouted to the imaginary Ang moh
and then…. with strength you’d never guess he had……………………………………………………………………
he actually…………………………………………………..
FORCED THE LIFT DOOR to OPEN AFTER it had CLOSED!!!!!
The lift shook and moved up and down and stopped.
We stared at each other in shock….
in… dismay
in….
in….. FEAR……….
we tried pressing buttons on the lift. open. 2.1.G.Lg…. None of it WORKED!!!!
oh-mi-gosh! your darling here was remembering a scene of a german show she watched before…… there was some kind of fire in this tower (like KL tower), the fire affected the lift and…… the lift slammed down all the way from the top to the bottom…….. killing all its occupants……
I was like….. SHIT MAN. Lord, please please PLEASE help us T.T
(okle. was being a bit dramatic then, but its my FIRST time being trapped in a lift….)
Please, PLEASE. Even if the lift is jammed, let it get stuck here. please dont let it plummet down… still want to leave you know….
Still staring at each other, we werent sure what we’re supposed to do…
Scream? Laugh? Cry? Shout?Just keep quiet?
……………………………………………………..
Then……..
Small Hill took over
(of course le….. HE was the one who jammed it in the first place…. -.-)
With strength we never would’ve though he possessed……. slowly….. slowly……..
he forced the doors to open.
No wonder it didnt work…..
the lift was on the way down when he forced it to open so the bottom of the lift was lower than the floor…..
when we came out…. we were praying the lift wouldnt drop decide to drop down while we’re coming out….
came out, pressed the lift button again, and was hoping for the other lift to come by, when…
T.T T.T T.T
the same lift opened again
T.T T.T T.T
but… at least it was at the same level as the level we’re on…
so…………………………
by FAITH we used the same lift again.
but this time…..
make sure Small Hill’s not standing near it…..
XD
Copied this from Hui E and her sticky mans (btw, can someone send me the omg omg sticky man frm msn to my gmail please? >< thanks! )
Stuck in the lift
Forcing the doors to open
Small hill begging our forgiveness
btw…. hui e….. T.T
these are not easy to make…T.T
took me 1 hour plus to do it….T.T
Got this sitte from mei e’s blog.
it’s super cool!!!
and to think i do it the long way….
she found the english version of the onion head club!!!
normally, i’d go to the chinese one, then gilagila simply choose a link til i find the one that i want.
now…..
found the english one!!! (thanks to mei e )
oh oh!
read the comic below from the website!!!
Its ABSOLUTELY COOL BANANAS MAN!!! 
so nonsense.
( or as joyjoy used to say…. non-sense-sica-sica-nonsense )
WHat do you do when two of your close friends break-up and each tell you a different version of the story and each is telling you (not so sure if its made up) ugly things about the other???
Hmmm….
If you add on to what one say about the other, you’d feel like you betrayed the other even though you feel good while talking about it.
like, you’d say,
I KNOW what you’re talking about. totally understand what you mean. He’s/She’s such a ****&*&*&&^& (nicompoop le dear)!!!
but after that… you’d feel bad for saying that cos if the other person heard you….
T.T T.T T.T
no more juicy stuff to hear…..
marmies would probably say,
’ok. this is between both of you. if you’re going to talk bad about the other, i dont want to know anything about it.’
but….. but…..
I WANNA KNOW WHAT THEY”RE SAYING!!!
>< >< >< ><
hehe. i wanna be a pat poh.
So HOW????????
hehe. when they’re talking about it, just smile and nod the whole time. dont add.
hehe. this way, you get to know about what’s happening and still dont have to feel like you’re betraying the other prend.
you’re welcomed
what do you do?
people change all because of LOVE????
Like….
their whole personality change.
They get more possessive and scary and they’d become all hunter like. (like when you’re trying to avoid them then they’ll purposely come to wherever you are at that time and force you to talk to them)
A once nice person changes into this whole…. haih………….
Or when they’re in a relationship, they start acting up, ffk-ing you, ignoring you, be rude to you….
Haha. if i EVER change like that…. HOLD ME BACK PLEASE!!! 
Noelle!!!! Mei e!!!!!! Hui e!!!!!! ELisa!!!! Jay Yan!!! Pei Wen!!!!
(names ordered in the order of whoever i think first. not importance >< )
HOLD ME BACK!!!
When I start stalking people or try too hard to be cool
HOLD ME BACK!!!!
XP
I’ll probably be mad at you guys and will wanna 
you but….. in the end…. is it not better to have me back?
XP
