Camp just ended and I can honestly say… It was goooooddddd!!! I definitely came back with a whole new outlook. Especially after this morn’s session.
2 important things I learnt today:
1. We were sent friends so that we can MINISTER to them. Not them us. That’s why God send us certain friends at certain season and specific people. That was a huge eyeopener for me. All this while I’ve been really REALLY thankful to God for the friends He’s given me. Cc, cs, xs, dt, cl, xs, grote st ppl 
. I was really amazed that we could mix since… >< Sigh… Never realised how blur and slow I am til I started working T.T
I did tallyin of meds for the past two weeks but I kept forgetting to record meds taken out and this and that which ended up in me having more workload T.T it took me 5hrs to do tallying when my friend did it in1.5 hrs n she never stayed back to do it… Unlike me…
And to see everyone being so smart and able to memorize things told to them once when it takes me a few scoldings before it sink into my brain…
Sigh… The past few weeks… Kept wondering why didn't God made me smarter. Or more alert. Or with better memory… Like others…
Then today realised… I'm an earthern vessel! Because I'm empty, there's MORE that God can do in my life because I can't do anything I learnt to depend on Him and trust that He always have a way for me (which really hit me hard in Adelaide- abt His goodness I mean, but I forgot about it when I started working and I guess this was a huge reminder).
Because I'm empty, and others know that, when others see the work God is doing in my life… Well, I'm a walking talking testimony of God! I don't have to use words to reach out but people can see how amazing God is.
This was so true in my studies. When people have never expected me to pass (-.+). But by the third/fourth year, they know that even if I don't do much, I can still pass. Because of God. (I know that they don't think its because of my abilities since people don't think of me as very bright). When I was worried about passing, it was my NONBELIEVING FRIENDS who reminded that my God will help me pass.
Camp
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