Foreverness

Don’t remember if i’d ever posted this before and too lazy to look through my archive

Death

are you afraid of it?

I am.

darn bloody well afraid of it.

its not so much the afterlife since i know exactly where i’m going but……

its the process of it.

the whole dying part that i’m seriously scared of. ><

But I used to wonder….

why can’t we live forever?

why do people have to die?

why can’t we just be together gether for eternity on earth?

Why did God allow death?

Then I remembered…

God doesn’t want to be separated from us forever.

He wants to spend time with us. Forever kind of time.

if we were forever here on earth, there’s no way we can ever be near or close to God as close as we’d be in heaven.

yeah, we can still be close to Him on earth, but in heaven…….

Before adam and eve sinned, God could always come down to talk and laugh with them.

But then, they sinned and God can’t be close to them as He’d like to be cos no matter what the sin is, they still have like…. sin on them. like hmm… not to say evil but to not say it is not evil is also not true. but because He’s so pure, if He comes close to us, we’d like….. straightaway die…. too pure.

He must’ve really missed us cos He planned a way where  He can be with us and we with Him.

which we all know is by the death of His Son, Jesus.

So i guess death had to occur cos there’s no way we can be as close as we can be in heaven when we’re on earth.

like, if we were to live forever on earth we’d be forever separated from Him.

but i’m still bloody scared of the whole dying process.

like when i get old, i hope i die a painless death. like in my sleep or something.

but now i’m sometimes scared i’ll die in my sleep. nooooo!!!
i’m too young to die yet!!!! give me like 90 yrs more then….

Sunny Sunny sssuuunnnyyyyyy

Sunny sunny SUUNNNYYY!!!!!!!!

well, actually, the next few days are going to be cloudy and rainy and sleepy but…..

it’s gonna be SUNNYYY!!!!!

why oh why?

tsk tsk.

mind your own business.

:p

yay!

my new cranium board game finally arrived!!!
can’t wait to play it!!!

i’m not bored with the other games we’re playing now but this will be a nice addition since the other games got taken away. T.T

what oh what is it?

mind your own business

:p

(don’t whack me >< )

aidoi….

fei tut tut adi…

T.T

why…….

why must people have metabolism….

why cant food just go in and out straight. without any absorption or breakdown and our body can still funtion perfectly well….

T.T

wwwwwhhhhyyyyy???????

sigh.

oh, which reminds me of what I heard from this superly funny visiting pastor.

On the second day, after He separated the land and sea, God said it was Good.

On the third day, He said it was good.

On the fourth day, it was good.

On the fifth day, it was good.

on the sixth day, it was VERY good.

what the preacher said was that, everyday was good. but one day was exceptionally good. you may have bad days but when the sun sets and rises again, its a whole new day and that day will be GOOD.

hmm…. actually, it makes really good sense when he was talking about it. cos i THINK (not so sure) what he said was that each day was good, then suddenly one of the days, God said nothing. then the next day He said it was VERY good. but i cant seem to find the bible passage since all the different versions i’ve seen seem to say that everyday was good except for one day where it was very good.

but to go along with his thinking,

everyday was good, one day nothing and the next day very good,

its like your life may not be going well at the moment but tomorrow it will be very good.

or something like that.

lol. i suck at explaining things

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JUST wondering….

I’m JUST WONDERING OKAY!!!!

i may be really sleepy and have fried brains but i’m JUST WONDERING!!!

okays. here’s what i was wondering about. :p

when people get heart attack or chest pain, they normally take a tablet/spray of nitroglycerin (used in explosives) under their tongue. why? fast systemic absorption. goes into your blood faster than it having to go through your stomach and liver first.

SO……….

i was wondering,

like if people want to kill themselves,

instead of taking pills which can cause them to have heavy duty stomach pains,

why not just take some detergents or toilet cleaner and leave it hanging in their mouth for a while?

faster death right? cos faster systemic absorption?

no?

yes?

please dont test out my theory…. ><

but one thing good about this step is that you probably wont be able to stand having the liquids  in your mouth long enough for it to cause an effect. so you’ll probably spit it out. suicide fail.

and it’ll probably burn your mouth really really badly.

this is JUST A THEORY AND MINDLESS WONDERING!!!!!!!

but you know,

like in some shows,

where the protagonist is forced to take a poison, and he tricks the evil antagonist by not swallowing the poison and left it in his mouth til no one’s looking, then he spits the poison out?

but………..

if you leave it in your mouth………

wont it kill you faster than if you just swallow it?

JUST WONDERING!!!!!

Let me catch some zzzz’s

I’m so tired…… in the last 48 hrs i’ve only slept…..

4-5 hours…. T.T

i wanna sllleeeeepppppp T.T