
XD (love this pic of you btw)
aren’t you happy, miss kan, you have a whole post DEDICATED to you
XD
awww… *tears* ![]()
miss kan, my ever loving adorable WACKY(she brings a whole new meaning to that word) friend
isnt it amazing how we’ve managed to stay so close ALLLLL this years???? ![]()
its been SEVEN (7) YEARS since we’ve known each other!!!!!!
(feel so old now…)
and honestly, I really really do THANK God, for putting you in my life
miss kan walked into my life 7 years ago, into a classroom full of girls and boys. she was wearing a baju kurung at that time, i remember thinking… i wanna wear that toooooo T.T
didnt mix with her in the first place, because… hehe… she looked a bit…… not fierce, but…. a bit unapproachable ><
and she was always eating break and lunch with her cousin, so we thought she wouldnt want to join us.
but slowly, slowly…..
haha. seriously. never met anyone remotely like her.
so independent, when the teacher scolds, she can still laugh, she doesn’t even cry when she gets scolding…. just… don’t care about it
(remember f4 history teacher? actually…. you probably don’t
for some unknown reason, she targeted miss kan ALOT, even for stuff she didnt do…
miss kan… she just brrushed it off without a thought
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we were close in f2 but drifted away for a while due to different class, but even then, miss kan would purposely come and seek you out even though she has lots of friends in her class. makes you feel so wanted
haha. remember IGCSE?
my most fav years was f3 and IGCSE period.
our milo dunked sandwiches ![]()
our korean guys ![]()
the sofas ![]()
the chemistry experiments ![]()
i miss it so very much T.T ![]()
our singapore trips…. ![]()
miss kan, do you know,
All your thoughtful letters and cards (i’m still keeping the ‘after exam’ cards you’d PERSONALLY write and design for each of us) really touched our hardened hearts. first time i’ve ever received cards ><
Your sms-es and calls…… (i’m suuuuppppeeerrr sorry i havent been a very good friend lately.. T.T not replying your smses and didnt manage to properly talk to you on msn…. actually, nothing’s wrong with my life now. but…. >< i’m just a terrible communicator >< >< ><, like, i’d seriously want to talk to you, but….. like………………….. not that i dont WANT to, but……. hehe……. i’m a bit forgetful sometimes…..)
noelles, really one of the people who loves to keep in touch…. she makes soooo much EFFort just to keep in touch with you, and even though there may be times you do not reply (not because dont want to, but…… hehe… again… forgot… ><) she still keeps persevering on. with her…. i feel so loved and wanted
its amazing how she treats you as if you’re very very close to her and as if she can trust you, when you’ve shown no indication that she can. when you”ve failed her whenever she’ve put her trust in you or depended on you. when yes, you think of her as a very very very close friend, but don’t dare act that way cos you havent been a very good friend to her, but STILL she treats you as her very very close friend. ![]()
like, you know how much effort and time she’d take just to get in touch with you, and then…. you feel soooo bad T.T but miss kan… who absolutely NEVER holds a grudge and seriously… i’ve never seen her get angry with ANYONE… maybe irritated sometimes, but never ANGRY.
and she NEVER GOSSIPS. seriously! She doesnt talk bad about how people treats her sometimes. Like, i’d get so mad at the person, but she’d be like….. whatever
hehe.. miss kan…really bring the word ‘whatever’ to a WHOLE NEW LEVEL…
so laid back, and like whatever harsh words people say to her…. it doesnt even go through her head. it goes OVER her head…
SERIOUSLY. like… she doesnt care what people think about her. and if they make fun of her in a mean way IN FRONT of her, she’d be laughing WITH them. and not in a ‘okle, save my face, laugh with you’ kind of way, but to her… hehe…. dont know how to explain it to you… she would be the best person to… ![]()
while she may have a don’t care attitude towards life, to her friends, she’s VERY serious about them and actually takes time to call, message……..
i’ve never seen someone as independent or so free-spirit as her. like… she’s the most bohemian girl i’ve ever met. so laid back, carefree (MOST of the time)……… really my hero
everytime i get so stressed up about someone, i’d think of noelles
remember i was telling you how much i like reading your blog, especially your post on the weather? when i read that post….. my eyes actually GLITTERED T.T had to read it a few times….
the way you said it, so carefree, so happy-go-lucky, so…so….so….so….NOELLE!!!! ![]()
miss kan, i just want to say, that I really really do thank God because I have you in my life. and seriously, you are one of my closest closest CLOSEST friends… one whom i can confide in, about EVERYTHING
a friend who really knows when to call and sms
who calls just to make sure i’m alright, and…. even call 3 times just to make sure she wishes you happy birthday on the correct day
whose perseverance knows no end…..
who smiles with every word she speaks
who draws for you all sorts of really cool clothes design (remember all the clothes you’d use to draw in class on a paper or… on the table… =.=)
who taught me that, well….. whatever people say about you or say mean things to you….. its… WHATEVER
noelles, i know i’ve hurt you lots (not intentionally, but UNintentionally)….
you may not voice it out, but hehe… i feel guilty sometimes ><
and miss kan, i may not be much of a friend for you, but thanks for treating me as one
God, i miss you T.T ![]()
p.s. no, i’m not writing this post cos she’s mad at me or anything. just that i miss her so very much now… T.T
































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