Have you ever……

Have you ever been driving, and suddenly you’re like……….

EH!!!!!!!!!!!!

what am I doing here?????????????

am I on the right track??????????????????

where am I heading???

oh ya…….

to college………..

-.-    -.-   -.-   -.-

 

but seriously…. it happened to me today. like suddenly after coming out of the toll, i really did emergency brake

hehe.

but then again,

if you look at it this way….

sometimes in the journey called LIFE,

sometimes…………………..

its like……………….

til now, I still wonder if pharmacy’s really the option for me. like, am I really going to do this. can I do it?

then…………….

just at my breaking point……………….

‘For I know the plans I have for you says the Lord. PLans to Prosper you and not to Harm you. plans to give you HOPE and a future’  (i love love love LOVE this verse)

that verse says it all

if you dont understand it, just ask me

it HURTs T.T T.T

it Hurts T.T
my battle scars T.T

 (from Daraf’s daily doodles)
my hands=blister= no hand modelling next time…. T.T
gone, my beautiful smooth hands

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for meeeee ~~~~

i think i’ve probably mastered the 3-finger/4 finger bathing style. The arT of the THREE……
huu-ha! *karate-chop*

 
shoots, you noniceptors (pain receptors)!!!
why must you continue to be in an active firing state T.T
ahhh….. Glutamate… stop working!!! T.T

haha. isnt it cool the way i try to use my physio knowledge into practical uses?

Glutamate is involved with the pain you feel when you have a sunburn and you’re trying to put on clothes T.T

my left- blisters due to………. rockclimbing

right————- due to……………..stupid dispensing!!! T.T T.T T.T

okle. dont get so stressed with it.

all the trituration i done, just to get an AVERAGE!!!

sooooooo freaking pissed >0

okle. dont get so stressed with it. :S

like the Manna today says:

Gen: 25:27

When the boys grew up, Esau became a skillful (cunning fighter) hunter, a man of the field, but Jacob was a peaceful (plain, quiet, complete) man, living (resting, remain, enthrone) in tents.

(as you REST secure, you make less plunders, possess and achieve more despite you weakness)

 

woots!

maximum results, MINIMUM effort

yea, Lord!

all our stressed up face during quarantine:

Group A quarantine WOOTS~

H-arNess

WOOTS WOOTS!

guess what I got??? *jumps about giddily*

I got a Black Diamond HARNESS for my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

awww…. so touched *tears*

Thank you sooo much!!! (do you want me to name you? ) You’re the Best! *gives award*

heehee. i tried it out it fits puuurrrrfectly haha. dont you just LOVE the resizing button? by just narrowing the picture, my legs look long and lean instead of stubby and short. LOVE RESIZING

sorry baking book. you’re no more accompanying me to sleep

kidding KIDDING XD

i’ll put each of you on each side okay? but….. if accidentally push either of you down due to my

kara-tayness style sleeping….. sorry…… ^^;

ANYWAYS,

what does a harness do?

hmmm….

No. 1- it AMPLIFIES your butt. makes your butt look 4x bigger (i hope. or else my butt is really that big T.T)

when you’re climbing and people’s looking up at you, your but looks…………..

MEGALY HUUUGEEEE

 (or maybe just mine><)

that’s why i dont really like people belay-ing me. maybe (MAYBE) when I have a smaller butt then you can belay me.

buts.

aww…… can’t believe you guys got it for me >< ><  ><  ><

 

buy you each……….YATI no.6

oh, ya. back to thr funtion:

No.2- the harness….erm… its like a safety thing you have to wear so people can pull you up and down and bob you like a yoyo

erm…. welll……. its a…… safety bobber

According to Wikipedia (2008) (not a reliable source btw) a harness is used to secure a person to a piece of rope or an anchor point.

(hoohoo. let me belay this guy ) okle. dont be so bad >< but actually seriously can lor. cos if a 60 kg guy (or is he really 58 -.-) can belay a 95 kg guy, i’m sure i can belay this guy

haha. this body harness, as funny as it looks is really REALLY good. like, prevents you from bending your back over too much.

and erm…. its good for older folks cos it makes sure your back is supported.

hehe…. cant wait to try on this space-suit harness

 

 

p.s. i need a new computer. having to connect the sd card to the reader each time i wanna upload pics is annoying. my comp can only read up to 1g sd card. more than that needs a reader T.T

so………… *hint* *hint*

marmeeessss   or anyone else…..  >< new DELL laptop ><  >< ><

sony…. hmmm…… very hard to use other products with it…..

so DELL (toshiba/fujitsu quite ok too)

 

Reference:

Wikipedia, 2008,  ’Climbing Harness- Wikipedia, the Free Encyclopedia’< http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Climbing_harness> viewed April 28th 2008

 

XD

I see Grace pt. 2

hehe. continuation i guess from the prev prev post.

ahhhhhh

the song’s soooo stuck in my head

but the part that keeps getting stuck and keeps repeating in my head is

I see grace, sealed by Your sacrifice.
I see love reaching for me
Precious blood, washes and sanctifies.
Healing flows, setting me free
I see grace

the I see grace part keeps repeating and repeating in my head

i think its really important to know that we really really DO have the grace of God in our lives

I’ve done some pretty bad stuff in the past, and always, I’ve repented and yeah, i know i was forgiven 2000 years ago for my past, present and future sins. but somehow…….. its hard for me to really GET it that God really really FORGAVE me out of GRACE

Grace from God was given to us through the Jesus’ sacrifice.

Yes, Lord. your Grace. I think today, I really really get it that I’m FORGIVEN

XD

ahhh… giddy-ness

I see love reaching for me

I can literally feel something engulfing me. hmmm.. but actually, i really do wonder if i really did felt God’s hand around me, because normally, when you hear people said that they can really really feel as arms are enclosed around them, the love the felt made them BREAK INTO TEARS and they’d CRY to the max. me? I didnt really breakdown. just teared. A BIT! not alot. so is it really LOVE i felt surrounding me or emotional response to the lyrics? hmmm….

BUT STILL, hmm…. i really did feel love coming towards me. (how do you feel love? hehe…. dunno…. >< but…. aiyo…. dunno le. its like…… suddenly, you start smiling for no reason, and i felt something. dont think i felt it in my heart, but i DID feel it somewhere inside of me. dunno how to say… GO ASK A PASTOR!!!! i’m probably the worst person to tell you bout it ><  )

ahhhhhhhhhhh

I FEEL LOVE POURING DOWN ON ME!!!!!!!!!!

T.T   T.T   T.T (from being touched. not sad sad T.T)

I AM DEEPLY LOVE, GREATLY BLESSED, HIGHLY FAVOURED!

    

after hearing this song, really. you feel as if no matter what you’ve done, God’s grace will just flow to you and the LOVE!!! oh fruity-cakey. the LOVE *sigh* dunno how to say….

i think the whole chorus part explained the whole ‘In Christ, I’m forgiven’ thing

I see grace, sealed by Your sacrifice.

Only thru accepting the sacrifice Jesus made for us, can we really understand grace
I see love reaching for me

God’s love is ever reaching out to me. yup. all I had to do was receive it. Hard for me to understand that sometimes. when i think the only love i have is from my parents, or when i feel i dont deserve any feeling of likeness or affection from anyone,  His LOVE is ever there for me.

Precious blood, washes and sanctifies.

The precious blood that Jesus shed for us 2000 years ago when He was crucified for us, NOT for HIS own benefit, but for us. He gave HIS life for us so that we may have a LIFE with God. because, all men are sinners and only pure people can go to heaven and be with God. but the blood of Christ washes us and all our sins, no matter how terrible it is has been forgiven. Its like, there’s a book, with all your sins recorded in it, to be presented to God during Judgement Day. but EVERY page with your SINS written on it has been TORN out and thrown away FOREVER. like shredded to nanopieces. God will NEVER remind you of your sins. so why are you trying to remind yourself of your past sins? Yes Lord. no more reminding myself. OK! I’m forgiven, so all of it is behind me. no more reminder.

oh, one thing i MUST keep reminding myself. Jesus WILLLINGLY died for me. no one forced him to.

He died for YOU too

dont you feel so touched He did it JUST FOR US????

just RECEIVE His LOVE

Healing flows, setting me free

my heart is healed. and God’s grace sets me free from the bondages and the memories of it. I”M SET FREE!!! XD

 

only through the understanding that You’re Loved by Him can you be throughly healed 

I see grace

 

 

 

 

Yes Lord, now i can truly see your grace

 

btw, GRACE means receiving something that you did NOTHING to deserve it, and in the first place, you dont even DESERVE to get it, but still, it was GIVEN to you. without you having to put any effort in getting it. understand now?

 

 

 

God’s Love is always there for You Just RECEIVE it

 

 

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS TEE!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MSSS TEE XD

of course i remember Redang XP

awww… you’re 19 already. one more year and you’ll be in your 20’s

in just 4 years, you’ll be married XD

have to invite me yea

hope you’ll give birth to many many kids (forgot how much you wanted. was it 4 or 6?) and that you’ll open the kindergarden of your choice, or be successful in any career of your choice

you’re one of the most unselfish person i’ve ever met. always willing to help others and always willing to go the extra mile. including waking up really really early on sundays just to teman me when i’m playing chinese service   and all your baked goodies. and your firm hand when belaying. so steady.

my ever hug-able darling friend

*hugs*

awww… arent you TEARING up by now? you should -.-

CRY NOW! nole…

I See Grace

Are you one of those who normally gets so touched by a song that tears start pouring out of your eyes? like, during worship or something?

I”M NOT!

but……….

today, i guess i lost my touched-til-i-cry-virginity.

no seriously. i did. this song is just soooo powerful. and, i dont know, but i guess i felt totally free and forgiven. and really felt that Jesus really DID die for me

okay, okay. i knew that before. but it was like…………………. dont know how to explain ><

the first time i heard it during cny service at ncc, i was already hooked on this song. and now… T.T   T.T

cant imeem it cos of some stupid java issues wordpress has with imeem. so just hear it through youtube

hearing it, i was like…. T.T   T.T   T.T

I see Grace

Jesus my help, I call on Your name
I cast my cares on You
Jesus my hope, my tower of strength
My faith is found in You

Bearer of sin, afflicted and tried
You paid redemption’s price
Bearing my curse, You’ve set me on high
Your death has brought me life

I see You pierced, wounded for me
When I look to the cross, I see

I see grace, sealed by Your sacrifice.
I see love reaching for me
Precious blood, washes and sanctifies.
Healing flows, setting me free
I see grace

music & words by Karen Lim

maybe i T.T because my favourite song was sung before this:

Forgiven- NCC

(will try to upload that song next time )

Beanie boys

yo’ sup, my bro-tha

give me a fiver with your thang, homeo

what’cha looking at

read on, sis-tha!

 

 

hehe. learnt a new word the other day.

BEANIEEE boys or B-BOYS as they’re called XD

they’re those ‘hiphop’ guys that try to rotate (okle. most of them are successful in doing that, but….) on the ground with beanies on them. wouldnt want to touch that beanie of theirs ><

anyhoos, check these out:

yup. its actually a beanie too. imagine rotating on this T.T double ouch! ><

nole. actually…. they probably use this to fly away when the police is after them :p

why? dunno…. maybe on grounds of….. lepaking? obstruction of sidewalk? kicking people in the groins accidentally? entertaining without license? damaging your brain cells….. but nole. dont really know them, but i’m sure they’re nice

awww…. isnt this the absolute cutest???? its a beanie too!

     whaddya looking at o.-

haha. can you believe marmeekins and dees actually BOUGHT something like this to wear??? XD you should see them wearing it. awww… cuddles. but aiyer… i have to stay with them… better not upload their pics just yet their’s are like the picture on top, but……………………….. with more…… flora……….. aunty wooly…… designs….. XD btw, these are callled EAR FLAP beanies. good for people with elephant ears…… yeah, yeah…like dees and me… -.- 

oh-mi-gosh! i want this!!!! ><   ><   ><

its like a sea anemone! XD

- picture of sea anemone taken out cos i’m testing out some stuff-

 

cya later aligatoorrrrr

Spoilt

OMG,

can you believe how spoilt kids are these days???
went to pick Joy up the other day and had to sign in through the guard’s table, and guess what I saw?????
boxes and boxes of lunchboxes!!!!!

like………………. OMG

you know what those were there for????
every afternoon, just before the kid’s lunchtime, loving caring mothers would actually bring HOT LUNCHES for the kids, packed in nice little LUNCH BOXES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

like……….

0.0     0.-   x.0         x.x  

am i writing this because i’m jealous of it, or because i really think they’re spoilt?

partly both of course.

but seriously….. bringing lunch all the way from home just so the kids could have it HOT???
its not as if the food in her school is bad…. i mean, come on… they have steaks, really good fried rice, burgers, sushi (not so sure if they still have this)………

if you say its because of high food prices (astrociously high) then… okle. understandable. BUT wouldnt petrol prices still be as high… -.-   -.-    -.-  

once they’re in coll and uni, would their parents still do that for them?

hmmmm

hehe…

imagine you’re talking with your gf, talking all macho-ey and….

‘johny boi boi, mummy’s here. i brought your lunch. packed hot. with your smiley eggs. come come. okay. mummy’s going already. give me kiss kiss *muax* remember bring it back ya. be good and listen to your lecturers ya *blows kiss*’

-.-    -.-    -.-    -.-

i dont think you’d even HAVE a girlfriend then….. -.-    -.-

according to joy,

its because the moms are too free, nothing to do and dont wanna stay at home all day so bring it over…………

 

Random Bday stuff pics

 

my very pat kua giraffe -.-

if you dont see your presents here, this was taken before you gave it

btw, noelles, will be waiting for the skirt

good thing i suggested it BEFORE you decided to charge for your design and service

got this from my cg. LOVES IT! XD dont you just love the cover??????? its so puuurrrrrrtyyyy

the recipes there look really easy to make too! churros, ETON’s MESS(BEST DESSERT EVER!), BANOFFEe (*salivates down the floor*) new york cheesecake malted milkshake (yeah, loooonnnggg name. would really love to try this, but where to get malts? T.T) and the brownies….. with caramel drizzle and marshmallows…… (*faints*)

did you know, you can actually MAKE YOUR OWN MARSHMALLOWS?????

of course, after seeing the recipe given…. i’m not sure if i EVER want to eat marshmallows again… :S

‘raw’, un-saucy-fied, squishy, springy, non-molten MARSHMALLOWS *yum* *yum*

ONLY beef i have with this book is, not many of the recipes given show you the actual picture T.T without the actual picture, how am i going to ‘mold’ or guide me like which layer to put stuff? hmmm… the author/book producer (?) oh yeah. PUBLISHER, needs to realize that…

oh, add another beef(XD) : who the *tut* *tut* *tut* *tut* wants to make risotto pudding??? like eat rice as a DESSERT…. err…… *blech*

other than that……………

LOVING THIS BOOK! XD

*hugs to bed*

my first ever baking book

 

have you ever noticed….

have you ever noticed the weird and funny things people say and do sometimes?

from joy:

regarding charmaine cheh pic: I dont like her. She always act either good or bad one….

is my voice BREAKING?????

from sesame street: (just happened to be browsing thru channels. I DID NOT WATCH THIS ><

Dont go near humans! They’ll kill you and eat you alive!!!

Wait a minute. How can they kill and eat you alive?

*eerie voice* they have their wayyysss……..

deng deng *low* dengggg

from J:

yes, my sister can study very well. she has her strength. but she also has her weaknesses. I also have my strengths.

really???? what??? 0.0   (all of us)

i’m very kind   0.-  *pin drops*

but nole, he’s seriously kind though. quite touching the way he treats his mom and gf:P but how he treats his kai cheh…. *tsk* *tsk*    where’s my lunch/dinner -.-

from sakitjiwa:

during this course, you wont understand anything. but after this course you will understand EVERYTHING.

(how are we going to understand stuff in this course if we dont even understand ANYTHING during the course??? if beginning of the course, dont understand at least okle…. but DURING??? -.-  )

from my old maths teacher:

Times Flies

from marmeekins

just now you said cologne has three mothers now you say there are three mothers of colgne. which is it…..

from my lecturer:

aliens are smelly o.o (read the smelly aliens post)

 

from Samantha Who (quite cool series btw,)

and since when is SHE your BESTFRIEND?

WHO got up in the middle of the night to pick her up when her stupid car ran out of gas last month?

errr….. ME?????

oh, so now all of a sudden you have a memory?

that’s very convenient -.0